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Older every 21st April, Stubborn , Pampered , Clumsy , Mean yet Sweet . I The Finese isnt really there :P Oh &and , i ♥ rainy days ! I believe in Allah , Myself & Karma . (♥): myself more than ever. |
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♥ 1. score well fo my major exam. 2. To be happy with him. 3. Own a black kitty. 4. PTV & SWS & ISS & S'OH fucking gig! 5. touch Vic Fuentes Crotch. 6. Kiss Kellin Quinn. 7. Hug Tyler Carter. 8. know how to roller skate w/o falling :C 9. go to bali with ♥ in 3 years time. 10. (secret) |
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i spent 210212 with my love :-)
Tuesday, February 21, 2012 @ 7:51 PM
CUTE RIGHT I KNOW! this is one of the reasons WHY i sooOoooOOooo wanna adopt a kitten/cat but love said no :( so mean. talking about it, he is mean!!!!!!! today (21022012, the date which i find very interesting) , i met baby after school and he is so mean that every word that comes out from his mouth is something very UGHHF it makes me mad >:/ one of the worst part was when he just HAD to tease me was this ONE DAMN TIME i accidentally snorted like a pig while laughing............ haish. and he uses that incident eversince!!!!! and there was one time he was like "you cute......macam babi" then snorted on purpose and laughed!!!!!! idk why but today he teased me alot :(( hais nevermind, i'll get used to it. ADA PERGI ADA BALIK OK!!! :B Actually whatever happens before i met baby today wasn't as exciting that i totally fergot what i did in school but nevertheless i really loved today. I hope he enjoyed today as much as i do :') tomorrow willl be a better day insyallah xxox Labels: :* monday blues.
Monday, February 20, 2012 @ 7:56 PM
  jyahhhhhh that's because i didn't do my homework on saturday cause i went out with the girls well actually we were suppose to be doing our homeworks but as usual we got distracted pfffttt And since I went out on Sunday, I didn't had the time to continue which I thought I would lol I'm wrong. So anyway, it was practically a sleepy day I almost slept in all lessons but I forced myself not to!!! During English class I was chanting in my mind that ms Chong wouldn't call for us to pass up our homeworks LOL which she didn't but she told my FT to collect it for her from the whole class hahah so I finished it during my free time *phew* during mother tongue I was talking about Fuzzy wuzzy (it's a game) do you know how to play? Cause I just figured it today LOL my MT teacher was absent and was instructed to do one stupid karangan hais you know how much I hated karangans? ALOT. Yeah so blablabla after school I stayed back with M & S. M blabber so much about dicks and pussies -..- hahah and S was crossed just now with his girlfriend's attitude and the thing is he kept insulting her! Which was suprising because Its just..... Not him. So when it was prolly around 530 went home.Actually I'm quite upset :( because love is upset. He didn't get to go.... You see thing is, he thinks I'm happy that he's not going because obviously I hate his absence. But the truth is I'd rather have him going and experience it but it's not like I prayed so that he wouldn't get to go right? :( that part I felt so.......... Idk I just hope he won't get so upset, sigh Alright I need to sleep now, goodnight darlings xxox Dear love, cheer up okay? You didn't get this good opp because there's a better one in the future, trust me! I love you :-* bro, i'm marrying you.
Sunday, February 19, 2012 @ 9:46 PM
I'm havin a massive headache :/ but despite that i beam the whole of today, guess cause his presence really made me feel alive again. I've never felt as alive as today. I get to see his face, feel his hands in between min, his body heat, his smile and his stupid jokes that made me feel like a loser and at the end of it, he still made me feel like his princess :B never fail lor this boy. So, today went to my ex workplace, to take my shoes before they threw them hahah and many things change in my workplace however the security never change cause he flirts and flirts never change ah -..- afterwards we went to his aunt's place cause it's his niece's birthday! met his mom and relatives hahah his family is very the kecho i like! ok so he sent me home :-) i love today, wonderfully sweet. He changed physically, he looks abit tired than usual, but his body is much firm than before :x guess from all his trainings but i hate it, i just think he overworks and stuff. i'm just concern ok :( and i have this weird idea of adopting a rabbit or tortoise :/ you think i should get one? idk we'll see. or maybe not cause i'm such a lazy person i might not even care to feed them and sayang sayang them and play with them hahahahah ok i won't then, but what i know is in the future i def will have a kitten weather my partner likes it or not!!!!! hehehehehe. & to you, i love you so much :* Labels: even if it takes a hundred years didnt happen.
Saturday, February 18, 2012 @ 11:17 PM
Yeah it didn't happen but its okay, there's always a reason right? i was actually sad but i was immune to this, like i'm used to this you know? plus he's upset actually so maybe seeing my face would actually make him feel much worst? idk LOL and it was raining!! another point to just stay home! So instead i stayed home after training, lazed around and tried to end my book. the thing about this book is, i couldn't put it down!! but as i read i was texting him and halfway i got emotional -______- stupid right!! This the thing with me when i tend have these stupid flashbacks/reminiscing all those moments grrr ok whatever so halfway i didn't want to stay home and i ended up @ vivo with my girls like finally!!! hahah funny thing is we are in the same damn school but its not like we get to see each other you know? so meeting them really made me happy. i met M first then suddenly I rushed in topshop! hahah i was so happy i hugged her until i saw something that made me so crossed >:/ obviously i won't state it here but seriously!!!!! its about time she ughh ok nvm but i really understood her situation, she's so in love with him you know? and somewhat i could really relate to her :') haish. i just hope god will open his eyes and heart and make him realise his mistakes. we laughed alot today i swear, i couldnt help it, you know when i laugh so hard, my face is really epic :( its like i laughed and there's no sound coming out and my face freeze LOL idk if this explanation helps but yeah hahah i really love my girls, this includes them 5 ok!!   well these two are the same old girls last year when we took the picture hahah never change whatever we do we just had to laugh at something even the stupidest thing and when someone had something to share like its some catastrophe we'll be like SHIT JUST GOT REAL HAHAHAH wtf heheheh. well tonight is really a beautiful night i must say but it's suprisingly and awkwardly extra cold and i remembered last year if i'm cold i would be wearing his big/thick/comfy nike sweater to sleep, but now its different, i wouldn't dare wear it cause it brings back memories, i'm not tryna forget him but neither do i want to remember them, because it's too memorable that it actually hurts. blablabla................................................... tomorrow's plan? hm idk. we'll see.... PS My ENG hmwrk not done yet! = DIE. hahahahha PPS IM ACTUALLY FUCKING CONFUSED AND LOST PPPS WTV GOODNIGHT XXXXXXXX :* Labels: BE FUCKING POSITIVE AND FUCK THE NEGATIVE YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT HAHAH |